That sinking feeling you get when you know you've given your best but................

For this journey, I was alone. Always alone except for the beginning and the end.
When it was at its peak, there was so many of us. Then as things got worse, they were nothing more than rats abandoning a sinking ship.

And it stayed that way for almost 3 years.
Now I'm almost gone and the people are returning simply because they're more free now?

But it is a selective thing. Coming back for typical reasons such as my friend come back so I also go.
Pathetic.

What a waste of effort for half a decade.
I learnt my lessons and I'm never gonna go back again