The 4 days of solitude has given me plenty of time to decipher the myriad of feelings and thoughts.

Those dreams that I've been having were all linked up together to form up that huge nightmare. It reflected back onto those mental blocks which I've subconsciously created. That nightmare brought out all those old fears and insecurities. I never ever had such a dream before and I aint letting it take over me like this. Those walls did shield but ended up becoming barriers itself. Barriers to my own fulfillment and understanding. I've got too little time and too much energy to waste on my own self-procured nonsense.

I've had enough of living in my own fears. I'm done doubting my own actions and will.