Stupid. seriously stupid.What was it again? stupid.

Why? Because I shot myself in the foot ALL OVER AGAIN

I helped others but I never helped myself. What was worse, I was tolerant enough to withstand all that selfishness and thoughts that were never spared for others.
What on earth do some people need to get their hearts,minds, eyes and ears open?
Does it take an accident or a misdeed to see the error of their ways?
Does it take someone to get hurt or lost before they start caring for others?

To start being true to myself...I'm taking a time out.

Because I've finally burnt myself out.

Time to just get away and disappear for as long as I like.
To everyone else, I can only say

Merci beaucoup, mes amis 
Because enough is enough.


Sigh. I thought that if one always keeps on fighting for the good that he sees in another...the latter would realise and change. It is always a futile but selfless effort. An effort I believe that will pay off; that the greater good would prevail in one, no matter the length of time or sacrifice. I guess I was wrong. I tried, really. God forgive me and grant me the strength and courage to carry on again someday