Do you know how frustrating it is when you give your best but the other party doesnt?

You sacrifice your own personal time, ease of mind, perception just so its all for the greater things. Do you know how frustrating it is when you put in so much determination but others dont give a hoot?

They say you should keep going nonetheless. You just keep on fighting. You keep on giving your 110 percent. But the problem always lies with someone who never makes that same effort.

I'm tired of running my heart out for every match I play. For seeing those goal-scoring chances missed by people who hardly give a thinker's toot. For trying to marshal people back up from their own despair. From getting too many sleepless nights because of huge abrasions and blisters that pound endlessly from sliding tackles or saves.

In retrospect, I'm worn out by those times where I've spent hours of work but the other party gives such sub-standard work and we're all pulled down by it. For all the moments where I sacrificed all the time I could have had on my work but it was all spent elsewhere.

I'm tired of being alone in getting those kids back on track...and then some bunch of people come along and criticize them so easily and its all back to square one.



I'm tired of putting faith in people and just end up getting.............ah whats the use.
I really wish there'd be someone who'll put in the same passion, heart and soul in every single thing as much as I do.



Because I'm tired of constantly being asked AND forced to fight alone almost every time!
I just want someone who'll be by my side