I would have thought that work would distract me from something that I have so passionately served for 10 years. But its just not working.

I guess you cant truly leave behind the things you've sacrificed for. I try to get my mind out of the unit as my NS days are approaching and to be constantly worried about the state of the unit while I'm in Tekong (or HTA or Jalan Bahar) wont help.

I really want to start thinking about my own future now because I've given up so much in the past.

How now brown cow?