We can never live alone because we arent allowed to.

One typical character (though fictional) was Bishop from the X-men comics. He was aloof and distanced himself away from ties of family and friendship because he could no longer endure the pain of losing those he cared for. He had lost his wife in the midst of an inter-galatic battle and laid the loss on his foolishness of being vulnerable. So he strained out of self-preservation to live alone.
Little did he know that his wife had secretly bore him a daughter who would return to him years later.


It was like a rusty door of his heart creaking open to reveal a dusty room that would see daylight in the days to come.

I dont know what that really feels like but I want to experience that. 
At least before I truly disappear.

So that I'll never be alone in heart when I'm doing what I need to do. Thats my wish on this last minute of 2010 for the year 2011