I shouldnt dwell on this so I'll just have to get over it.
Its exhausting me mentally.

What I dont understand is how it happened and what triggered it? All I know it was all pre-meditated by one person.

"What happens when a man's heart and soul tell him something but his actions and body does otherwise?"
"What happens when a man's actions and body does something but his heart and soul tells him otherwise?"

What happens when you cant do anything and cant say it either?